Sunday, June 21, 2009
3:35 PM ;

You keep saying that I can do it, that I can handle it,



but you have no idea that i'm so scared of your expectations. It's really you guys that i'm always scared of and hate disappointing. That's why i don't like getting more commitments anymore. And that's why i don't feel the urge of telling you when I've achieved something, and i don't even feel the need to tell you if i failed something anymore.

It's not your fault. I guess it really isn't.

But i'm still scared.